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Welcome to my cool notes! I finally started a newsletter for my friends, I sent the first issue on april 8th 2026! If I missed you or you want to recieve my newsletter and be my friend let me know! you can message me on discord @reaper.man. Ideally I would have an email but I do not want to make a new one and I don't want to make my main one public. I don't really use it for anything too important but I still do not want to. I already have more ideas on what to write about for the next one! There's a certain album that is in my mind at all times.
I'm really not doing well. Going through a really bad health situation - not dangerous, but very torturous. I'm grateful for everything that I have in my life though. I have very good friends and a very lovely wife who helps me with everything and also my beautiful cats. I have just finished watching fullmetal alchemist brotherhood with my wifey and it was very fun, they had never seen it before. And soon we're going to start watching witch hat atelier, I started reading it when my friend Len recommended it to me and I love it a lot.
My body has completely turned against me. The stress is crushing me so deeply; I had to break up with a friend because they ignored my request to go through some stuff that I needed to be heard about, specifically things about their behavior that made me feel unsafe and uncomfortable. As a result I broke up with my other friend too. I am aware that it is not the end of the world but due to personal reasons it's been making me suffer. It is quite painful to have found out how little am I respected and loved to be ghosted not even recieve an apology for being mistreated.
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I am way worse now. Not only did those ex friends treat me horribly but I also 3̵̎͜1̷͖͛3̷̡̽4̸͚͒4̵̡͂3̵̠͠4̵̬̔4̵̤̍3̸̛͙2̴̼̊5̸̖̂4̷̼̅1̶̭̏4̴̻͂1̴̘̽1̵͉̈́4̵͎̎2̵̗͊3̷̑ͅ1̵̮͘2̵̰̉4̶̭̈́3̷̣̌3̵̭̓2̸͖̿2̷̣̊1̵̜̀4̶̞͋1̸̻͠1̵͙͠4̷͈͒5̴͚͝2̴̝̌2̶̼͘2̴̪͝3̵̡͂4̷͈͆4̷̗̓1̵̪̊5̸̞̂4̸̙͊2̴͍̕3̵͇͝2̷̞̑5̷̧̂4̵̥̊2̴̰̾5̷̣̈́2̴͕̇4̶̘̓4̴̭͋4̴͕̀4̴͉͒4̵̝̑5̸͍̓4̵̦̏1̸̖̐3̴̥͋1̴͖̇1̸͈̚4̵͚͘4̸̭̕ I'm going through extreme sorrow and grief and feel so incredibly fucking alone. I feel like everything is pointless now, I have so 3̴̘̑2̶̤͝4̷͇̈5̸̯̅1̵͖̏3̵̬̇2̷̦̚3̷͔̚3̸͖͌1̶͕͗1̴̤̑5̷̜͘4̵̻̓3̸̬͗4̷̹̈́3̵̠͌5̴̰̕2̵̜̋2̵̗̍4̶͓͒3̴̘͑1̴̫̉3̸̩̏1̴̻̒4̶̳̎4̷̡͊3̶͎̒4̷̥̍3̷̤̕1̶̗̉2̷̝͗4̵̥̀5̸̨͋1̴̦͒1̵̧͠5̵̪̂